[[[*PeiQi[08]Doraemon]]

Friday, February 15, 2008

Wat can i say now???

My mood now is nt tat good...fill with angry, stupid, sad n alot of wei qu...want to scream it out loud...i really hate myself being too kind to ppl which allow ppl to take the chance to take advantage of u so easily...really feel so stupid la...i just swallow all my wei qu n saddness dun wish to show it out =(

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today actually i really very qi dai to start work de...somemore i work alone no ppl can help liao...wake up early to prepare myself den off i go...den reach there around 9.30am waited outside the backdoor of popular which is asked to do so...den jiu gt ppl start opening the door den i jiu went in...at first the feeling is okay de...the staff there welcome u den smile at u...den morning work quite gd n smooth de...den after lunch break return...things start to go abit which is like trying to make things difficult for u...but den i jiu try to scope it lor...cause i keep thinking tat i am new den the more i work things will go better...okay tat fine...den again dinner break...went out with few of the staff den they start to say me liao...say y u wear yellow tee shirt to work, keep xian u this n tat...den the main reason of wearing yellow shirt is tat i tot i will have uniform to wear in the first place which tat time during interview the person told me de i will receive my uniform on my first day of work...den in the end no uniform n nth i receive from them...den i feel rather weird la...wearing my own tee-shirt working...stupid right!!! den customer like keep looking at u with those yan guang...which really make me feel more uneasy la...den after back from dinner break...jiu pass me alot of things to do la...den is like asking me to complete by myself with such a big loads of things den nd to serve customer too at the mean while den they think i superwomen la nd to complete everything somemore is stand all the way leh nv sit down lor den nd tosweep n mop the floor la....den my supervisor jiu told me tat tmr gt more things to do den i bring out my courage n i really think i this time round i am brave....tell her tat i wan to quit den she refer me to the manager...tat fine...den the manager came to me at my dept...start asking me y...den i told her cause i dislike this job den she start lecture me den her voice start to get louder den ppl start looking at me...i just cant allow myself to stay there for a few more second, i think i will die inside there...the manager did nt respect her staff la she scold all she like la...wat can i say...they say customers always the first den the cashier auntie attitude to the customer so bad la...talk n action is the two different things la...outside appearane look angle, inside which is devil =x

den heard from one of the staff...dunno one mnths or wat jiu gt two ppl quit the job le...den inside gt ppl start gossiping at back when u did something lousy n wrong n slow...den the manager will start asking u in the office n u will get scolded liao lor...really very de scary...haiz...i have learned a lesson through this experience...a bad dream i have met =(

Feel a bit better...thank fanily n ah min listen all my wei qu...i am okay de...i am nt the person tat will be easily defeated de !!! Jia You!!!

Written at 11:03:00 PM