Thursday, December 31, 2009

Counting down less than 24 hours to go,
say goodbye to 2009 !
happily welcome 2010 !

Let me recall back my year 2009, there were happy and love moment and indeed there were still some sad and low moment. Hence, there were also gains and losts throughout the whole year too. Let me summarise the history back from beginning to last day:

In march, had my first OITP in my poly life, fly over to Australia ( Gold Coast, Brisbane and Adelaide) leaving home for 28 days. Althought this is not my first time being out of the countries alone but this is the first time i am out for so long. I gain alots of experience, learn to be a little more independent and make 17 new friends through this trips. Its really an unforgettable memories in my life !

In april, when school start, there begins the start of the Final year project, group together with kohs and karen. In the beginning, there are problems and issues which hinder the progress but soon after everythings were being solved and things get to started off smoothly. On the 4 January, FYP shall call it an end. I really glad that that the three of us manage to work hard together to pull every obstacles and struggle to final last to produce out our precious report. Thank you, kohs and karen for the hard work. enjoy working with you both =)

In june, i have lost someone i really respect and love. My grandfather peacefully closes his eyes and slowly swallow off his last breathe, away to the another world. NEO family will always remember and keep our beloved grandfather in memory. I really missed him.

In july, welcome new life, lucas ooi yu en, my cute & chubby nephew <3>

In august, celebrating my 20th birthday, a day when i turn to be a young adult no more teenage for me le =( Thank you everyone for the birthday wishes ! I really appreciated !

In september, after many years of thoughts, finally got the courage and braveness to go for braces. The lost of my two baby teeth and the welcome of the "metal" to be living with me for two years. Althought i still find braces is a hassle !

In october, my first time celebrating halloween at Night safari. A screamming night ! Really fun and enjoyable =)

In november, I finally passed both my basic and final theory and started my driving lesson.
Althought, i am still in the process of learning, hoping that i manage to get my drving license soon. I am a safety driver okay, DIRECTORS !

Another Happy and Happiness thing happen in november, november is a great month !
A month when two hearts link together and chemistry spark off naturally ! On the 10112009, the day when dear and me, our happiness begins. I am glad that i have found you, Thank you, dear for bringing me so many happiness and laughter. Lets hold our hands tightly to overcome any obstacles, to our 100 years promise ! I LOVE YOU, CHIA MENG FONG <3>

The events of 2009 has come to the end, shall look forward to the begins of 2010. Hope everythings will go smoothly, everyone with good health, happy graduation to all year 3, looking forward for the post-graduation travel, happy always people and last but not least DOUBLY LOVE CHIA MENG FONG and love my family, directors too <3


Written at 12:02:00 AM

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

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Monday, December 28, 2009

Dear is BACK !
Dear is BACK !
Dear is BACK !
Welcome back home !

This my first time i went changi airport ALONE
Dear was worried about the flight 2 hrs delayed
which afraid i might went there early
but this time round i am clever
lucky i did check the flight schedule
so i leave out of my house at the right time
yet he's another worried did happened
I LOST MY WAY !
I lost myself at the airport =(
oopsty !
but i still manage to find my way out.
hahahs =p

Really feel so great to be back to your warmth huggs again !
I am indeed feels the happiness
when you long wait for the one to be back to your side
back with your accompany again <3
我是幸福的！

Today, went for last fyp meeting with chin
Final last editing must be done.
FYP will be over soon !
Glad that FYP going smoothly now
after many months of struggle !
YES !
We will be free soon, people.

After fyp,
meet dear, accompanied me down to dental first
to get my elastic band for the braces
den head for a "last minutes" shop for tmr post-christmas party
search and search, having difficult time choosing and deciding
finally got a "schedule note book" at Art Box
so the lucky one receive hope you like it
den dear head back sch for band
me continue my shopping
"secret mission"
finally done !
just hope is being like !
hahahs =p

Tmr morning driving
den head to get some groceries for the pot-luck
dear is loved
he's going to help me prepare for the foods
night time, party begin !
Guides - BE PREPARE !

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Saturday, December 26, 2009

Cleaning Day ! ! !
Wake up around 9.30am
Have my breakfast, noodles shared between me and daddy
cause my teeth was aching in pain =(
start of my cleaning work
get my bed sheet and everythings dump into the washing machine
den get a rag start cleaning every part of the room
my first time of getting down the light-casing to wash
hahahs =p
okay den daddy thought he the cleaner superviser
came in to check whether is been done properly
aiyo, should trust my cleaning ma =x
around 2pm plus everythings was done
tired tired tired
rest, bath den fall into deep sleep at 4pm
hahahs =)

Yes ! dear call today !
but main purpose of the call is to tell me the "correct" time for the arrival
cause the time he told me before was wrong !
blur dear =x
yeappy ! finally i able to hear his voice !
the long lost voice !
really happy to hear back this familiar voice =)
Tomorrow is the day he return back to my huggs
can the night fall fast !
& the day break fast too !
cant wait to see him at the airport !
I missing dear now =(

Written at 7:47:00 PM

Merry Sweet Christmas !













Mini christmas celebration !
Among the three of us, me, ah min & ah piang
went Giant to buy our christmas feast
bought sushi, pizza, honey-baked chicken, cheesecake, dim sum
back to my home
prepare and lay everythings
start our yummy christmas dinner
i just love the atmosphere,
althought not much people gather together
but it really very warmth and cosy !
We were full & bloated !
We were so lazy to move about, laze around the bed
chat and update each other
fooling around with my stitch. Right ?
yay ! thank you ah piang for the gingerbread cookie !
Thank girls, i really enjoy my christmas !
Merry christmas to you both and everyone !


Dear msg me today !
hee =)
He is back to Beijing le !
He told me that Harbin was heavy snowing this morning
that cause a delay of his flight back to beijing
Lucky the temperature at beijing was not low and cold compare to harbin
yay !
Merry sweet christmas to my dear !
Althought we cant celebrate our first christmas together,
but there are more christmas celebration to spend with in the future. right ?
100 times more. hahahs =)
All i want for christmas is you !
i miss you and i love you <3>

counting down to 2 more days to his return.
super duper excited =D




Written at 12:01:00 AM

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Fyp-ing today !
went kohs's house to work on our FYP
Glads manage to do up almost everythings we can come out with
at least can put down FYP report for three days
let our mind rest out of fyp for a moment
yeappy !!! Happy =D

Another happy thing of the day !
After 5 days of "lost" contact with dear
finally received his SMS from Harbin
althought, i still cant hear his voice,
at least i know he is safe and sound somewhere part of the world
but still cant minimise any of my missing of him
i really missing him alots alots alots
Kind of worry for him too
cause the temperature over there is far too low
super duper cold !
hope he will keep himself warm =)
yay! Today is christmas eve,
wonder Harbin is snowing now ?
hope he able to ejoy his white christmas !
Merry christmas, dear <3

counting down to 3 days to his return.
welcome you back to my warmth huggs <3>




Written at 7:07:00 PM

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

烦 ! 烦 ! 烦 !
烦 ! 烦 ! 烦 !
烦 ! 烦 ! 烦 !
FYP ! FYP ! FYP !
when can this make to an end =(



counting down to 4 days to his return
hoping you can be by my side now =(
dear, i really missing you.




Written at 7:43:00 PM

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Today is a chinese festive before the celebration of christmas
冬至 , "汤圆" 节 !
As what the adult always say 吃了汤圆，你就大一岁了.
Haven welcome 2010, we already old by one year le !
hahahs =p


counting down to 5 days to his return.
i really cant wait for the day to come.
missing my sweet dear.

Written at 10:27:00 PM

Monday, December 21, 2009

Mummy ! Mummy ! Mummy !
Happy 50th Birthday !!!
Here to wish you :
身体健康
永远清纯美丽
永远开心 =D
我爱你, 妈咪 !

Morning went for driving !
today learn new "technique" U-turn
omg ! i actually pick up quick fast
there something wrong with me, hee =p
today uncle's mood was super duper good
he actually never nag at me
even tell me lots of jokes
lucky man, otherwise my ears sure will suffer
i think he also abit crazy today =p
after driving went jurong point to get mummy birthday cake
den back home
chiong a little of fyp report
boring to the max
i wonder when the report can really be done
hope there will be a miracle happen !

Already the 4th day,
been 3 days never hear dear's voice
wondering where he is now ?
wondering how is he now ?
can time go a little more faster
it seem to tick very slowly
I REALLY MISSED DEAR TO THE MAX =(
if now i can choose a special power
i want a power that i able to change the date to 27/12
but i know i am dreaming !

counting down to 6 more days to his return.

Written at 7:10:00 PM

Sunday, December 20, 2009

CHIA MENG FONG,
you are badly missed
by NEO PEI QI !!!

Didn't hear your voice, any news of you for two days =(

counting down to 7 days to his return....

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Friday, December 18, 2009

Meet puimin out to town for shopping
traffic in town is jamed up with lots of vehicle
mall in town is flooded with lots of people
crazy sale everywhere !
festive atmosphere is everywhere too !
bought one top and one pair of flat
not really very much into shopping actually
cause i am missing someone badly
i missed his presence
i missed his accompany
i just feel something lost now =(

dear called me today.
long distance familiar voice travel back to my ear again
knowing that dear and family are soundly & safely landed
currently dear at dalian, temp between -6°C -8°C
kind of worry that wondering he did keep himself warm or not.
a short chat on the phone,
is the time which i treasure the most now
i just want to hear my dear voice badly
I am happy that dear call back,
which minimise a little miss of mine
i still really missed dear badly =(
another 9 more days to his return.

Written at 9:31:00 PM

Suppose to meet mr chin for FYP at 10am
but the silly blur me set wrongly my alarm clock
i woke up to shockness
quickly get myself ready and out of the house
lucky was not that "late" lahs
sorry kohs and xavier had to wait for me !
long discussion about an hour talking
finally get our report on the right track i think
hope that we can rushed out the perfect report soon
the time is still early for the date with dear, alice and siongleng
so alone down to bugis first to shop awhile
yay! puimin came bugis too
so meet her for awhile too.
bought masks for dear so he can bring to his trip
after that meet up with dear, alice and siongleng
went to have steamboat
omg ! its yummy !
eat quite alot.
my stomach was super duper full plus bloated too
yay ! was happily chatting away too
i just love the atmosphere, comfortable !
hope the four of us can meet out again after dear come back.
den part with them
back to dear house
dear went back for final pack of his luggage
stay awhile den dear sent me back home
today i didnt cry at all ! (siongleng, u bet lose le)
gave dear a mini surprise, hope you like it =)
although, is not nicely done =x



Ten days without the presence of dear
although i will and confirm wont be used to this moment now
but I want you to enjoy yourself, and family
take good care of yourself and family, keep yourself warm.
I am missing my dear, chia meng fong
miss everythings of you
but not to let you worry about me here
i have promised you to take good care of myself
make myself happy everyday
happily waiting for your return.
I love you, dear <3

p.s: one day further means one day closer to being with you, back to my arms.

Written at 12:09:00 AM

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

As the days approach nearer and nearer,
the day when you will be leaving me for ten days
the first time ever since you leaving me for so long
I thought i can escape from this emotion
but i just simply cant get away; run away
indeed i am very uneasy state now,
I am still trying very hard to control
I hate myself from being the way i am now
I know i cant be that selfish to let you worry
but sorry today i failed,
my mood for the whole day was terrible
no matter how hard you try to make me laugh and happy
just let me be.
i will be alright here !
I want you to enjoy yourself with your family
dear, you have to promise me that you really take good care of yourself
I will be patiently counting the days for your return.

p.s: i love you, dear in the deepest of my heart <3


Written at 7:24:00 PM

Monday, December 14, 2009

Happy day !
indeed a happy day !
Activity for the day "TOP ONE"
ITS LIKE FINALLY !
this is the first time we went singing together
both of us SING like there is no tomorow.
cause only both of us
so nobody will fight over the microphone with us
HAHA =p
dear sorry for my unbearable singing !
hee =p
went for my first meal of the day
super duper hungry =x
SOUP SPOON !!!
OMG! i simply just in love with the soup there
and this is dear first trip down to this restaurant
yay ! he finally tasted the mushroom soup
hope got reach his standard for his mushroom soup
yummy ! right, dear ?
next craving is steamboat at bugis !
den after dinner went to people's park to meet his family
to get some cold wear for his china trip.

Counting down to four days to his trip
10 days without him =(
i will surely miss you, dear to the max !

Written at 1:35:00 AM

Sunday, December 13, 2009

MST had already over and passed two days !

Friday- last paper Building service
paper overall alright !
hee =)
at 5.10pm, our freedom start
went out with my clique to cathay Aston
queue for an hour just to get ourselves a seat
we were hungry to the max
den after dinner went to cineleisure to meet dear
midnight movie with jay, xinmin, ariz and dear
watch 风云2
omg! the sound effect was too loud !
after movie go bukit timah for supper
Great day spend !

satursday- mind rest day !
spend the whole day at dear house
dear cousin chelsea came
she is a cute little girl
we can just click well
dear was surprised when he was awake from his nap
maybe due to one reason cause we are August baby
hahahs =)
wanted to watch drama but the loading is far too slow
den we watch a movie instead
"leap years"
super duper touching show with full of happiness
yay !
i make dear a "card" for our one mth
hope isit too ugly !
hee =p

Written at 10:55:00 AM

Thursday, December 10, 2009

10122009
Happy First month Anniversary !
To you, my dearest piggy dear <3
Thank you for being such a wonderful boyfriend
take good care of me, loving me, always be there for me.
Althought we been through alots for the past one month
there were happy, sad, angry, bickering.
but this make me more certainly that
i want this relationship, and of course YOU !
You are my happiness and my smiling pie =)


Sad that we cant really celebrated our anniversary
we had a special mini celebration at mac
strawberry shortcake macflurry and mudpie macflurry
althought just a small dessert,
to me i already very contented cause i have my dear around.
dear is so sweet
he draw and wrote me something
wrap it like a "certificate"
i feel that i being acceptable by you and your family
but it really sweet of him, esp the red ribbon (thank you dear's mummy)
hahahs =p
yes !
我是幸福的！
I love you, chia meng fong !
our 100 years promise!
I am a happy girl =)

Counting down to one last paper
had ACQ paper
erm. hmmm had nth to say about it
what i can say is i had already try my best le !
hope miracle will happen =)


Written at 8:03:00 PM

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

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Monday, December 7, 2009

Mst - counting down to 4 days

Morning dar came over to fetch me
den head to sch
went fc 4 for a heavy brunch
indeed super duper full !
head off to library to have last mintues revision
during mst periods,
library always in need of chairs and tables
library is packed with people
finally after searching from level 4 to 5 den to 3
we manage find ourselves a place to sit in
okay time was ticking slow
and we got bored with our revision
we start to talk about "future"
hee =p
at around 2.45pm head for our test
Estimating & costing paper today
overall, quite manageable
but i did lots of careless here and there
hope doesnt minus so much marks
okay but i still quite happy with myself though
hahahs =)
okay shall study for tmr MBW paper
again hope i and dar can do well for the paper =)


Written at 7:19:00 PM

Sunday, December 6, 2009

Written at 7:09:00 PM

Study day for us again !
Dar came over to pick me up
went for lunch at yuhua food centre
had dian sum
super duper full and the foods were yummy !
den head back to dar house
start our revision
this is the first time the both of us so serious
really never disturb and talk to one another
yes ! we manage to finish our target revision for the day
satisfactory !
happy happy happy
informative day !
this is my first time starting to revise module at so advance date
cause i always last minutes study in the past
i had make a slightly improvement
i am happy for myself
but today my teeth acting in pains
super uncomfortable and pain
dar was so worried for me
always making him to worry for me
how bad i can be.

A bad end day for both of us tonight.
somehow my words did hurt a little to dar
i hate myself for not thinking before saying out
i really sorry for what i say
i didnt meant it that way
sometime i think i am too much
i am being so unreasonable
i keep asking, demanding you not to do this, not to do that
hoping you to change for me
yet i never do anything or changes for you
so i wont want you to make any promise for me
you are actually a very prefect one for me
i cant ask you for anything better anymore
i am afraid of sudden cold war
cause i dunno what you are thinking
i was so scare cause i dunno where actually goes wrong
i was like being suspended in the midair
i know you are not in wrong
i dun want you to feel sorry or guilty about it
i dun want you always push everythings to yourself
seeing you so unhappy
really hurtful in me
inside me really in pain
i agreed to what you say
both of us set a very high standad for ourselves
we will like to blame on our own rather than the other party
this maybe is a bad point for both of us
let forget about the unhappiness tonight
dar, i love you.

Written at 12:51:00 AM

Saturday, December 5, 2009

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Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Sleep till wake up naturally 10am
what a great day to start my day !
head to sch for a 2hrs Estimating revision
after that meet dar,
accompany me down for my driving lesson
today driving can say got a slightly improve
but still in a very bad state now
That what i can say for my driving skill
Then, decided to dar's house to study
study for CSW
cause there is a test tmr for this module
hopefully i can do the paper tmr
hee =p
study a little of pmm
but cant really absorb much
cause now my brain only got csw information
den at 8pm, left went lot 1 for dinner
den take mrt home sweet home =)

Just now the journey back home,
mixed feeling,
emotionally, yes i am.
first time, when you about to leave
deeply that
i really felt that i dun want to let go your hand
i cant bear to let you go
An hour back just now,
dar were asking one qns which i actually never thought of
to my surprise i actually cant express myself well with words
i stumble all my words
maybe because no one had asked me this qns before
but those words i told you,
i really wanted to tell to the one and only person
which is you, CHIA MENG FONG
cause only dar can give me that happiness
i cant get those happiness from anyone
you are already part of my life
the person whom is very important in my life
the person whom i treasure, precious the most
the person, whom always on my mind
the person, whom i want him to be happy always
the person, whom i even cant afford not to see any single day
but today, i didnt make him happy but angry
and i really really hate myself just now
i always like to utter and blurt out the words that you dislike to hear
which really not my intention at all
i swear, i am not testing you either
i know you are really angry with me
after hearing what you say to me
i am regretting with my stupidest words
i dunno why maybe because
i cant afford to lose you, dar

Written at 10:27:00 PM

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

In the morning,
Dar came over my house here to meet me
go to sch together =)
xin ku you le,
always had to come all the way to my place to meet me
actually i really happy and touch by his effort
sweet dar bought me a tin of Doraemon sweet
make my day start with "happy and sweet"
Lessons all the way to 1pm
early release from class today
cause mainly revision for this week
den went to meet chin for fyp discussion
after that me, kohs, shane went library to do some revision
till around 4pm, they left
me and dar continue our own revision
study study study
till around 7 plus pm
cant really focus anymore
as my tummy is complaining
"hungry"
today craving "macdonald"
dar say dun wan to eat in sch
so he suggests go to king albert park macdonald to have our dinner
the funniest thing is my house here also got macdonald
"why do we need to go all the way to king albert"
and he only realise until when he sent me home
myself had forgotten that my house here also have a macdonald
i am so stupid man !
really lols to our cute action =)
contiue back to my study
jia you ! Jia you ! Jia you !
NEO PEI QI & CHIA MENG FONG <3

Written at 10:47:00 PM