Sunday, September 19, 2010

Its' been long since i start scribble thing on my blog. I shall start by updating some important issue happen recently which will become key part of the important event in my whole life.

First, which is my 21st birthday, a big change in my age, start to enter the young adult stage. Had my first ever birthday party held, although, was not that grand and great, but i just love the "family" feels create, was sweet and memorable. Really thanks bee, family and friends for giving me such a good celebration and a memorable 21st.

Next, i had make a big descision to my next phrase of life. I decided to continue to purse degree in construction. Although i not sure whether i will succeed in this and make a successful career out of this line, i am confident i will do my best to fight down any obstacles and see my future ahead.

Next, is my most important and closest darling bee bee, charles chia meng feng was being enlisted to served the nation. Bee bee had his confinement in tekong for 16 days which mean we cannot meeteach other for the whole 16 days; day or night, rain or shine. This is really a big obstacle and challenge for the both of us to pass through. And finally both of us did pass through this test, i really so glad and happy to be back to your hug after the 16 days.

A message from me to my precious bee:

Dear bee,

I know this period of 2 years enlistment is the toughest period for you and me. I know that at the beginning you had many negative thoughts in mind which held up inside you which make you feels terrible, stress, sad and moody so i can understand this feeling of you which make your emotion goes hill down, so i will never blame you for all this bad emotion. As this is our test that we must go through, i am glad i can go through with you.

As i always say, this is a big challenge period for the both of us, we have nothing but TRUST and UNDERSTANDING in ourselves to each other. In these four months BMT in tekong, i know we are left a little time for each other, as we are left weekend and only short weekend, as not the same as before which we have many time together. So we must always spend our weekend wisely and also fill with happy memories so that after every time each book-in we can anticipating our next happy moment weekend when you book-out.

Bee bee, we had already pass through the most difficult obstacle of 16 days, so i'm sure the every week is not a big problem for both of us. As you remember what i say before, i am building the foundation of our home, and i can see i am doing well in constructing our foundaton and is strong and stable so i am wating for you to construct our next part of our home structure and together finishes the whole part of home together hand in hand.

Although bee bee you see me become so independently is not i don't need you anymore but is if i can't be independent i think will fall apart, so i try my best to be independent to ensure i can have the strength and confident to go through any obstacles with you and fight down all challenges. Cause i know i have you which held me up to be strong and gave me the strength to move on, wait for you and with no regret. As you are my motivation to do anything and everything. Bee bee, we are doing well, we can pass through the last few more rounds of obstacles without any fear, cause we are strong and we are building our happiness; our future.

Bee bee jia you and endure and do your best ! No worries but only happiness waiting for you ahead. Lastly, baby i really love you and you are my future.

Love.

Written at 8:13:00 PM