[[[*PeiQi[08]Doraemon]]

Monday, November 30, 2009

I dunno where have gone wrong
I dunno where i have done wrong
I dunno why many things have changed & get so complicated
sense that everythings seem not right
have no control to it.
I cant get use to it now
looking at the bright side,
probably things turn better eventually
as i choose to believe that time will change things back to normal
thanks dar,
always by my side, stand by me.

Written at 5:32:00 PM

Sweet-ness

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Morning went breakfast with mummy & daddy

den head to supermarket to stock up some groceries

bought alots today

cost mummy a bomb

hahahs =p

back home tidy here & there

head out to meet Dar

suppose to meet for lunch but dunno why i simply too full

so poor dar had to eat lunch on his own while i looked at him

hahahs =)

he just feel shy about me looking at him

bleh =p

back to his house

start our revision

manage to study finish MBW

& a little of estimating

that was too much information to consume for the day

mind just cant concentrate anymore !

start to grab something to munch

strawberry, candy floss, egg tart and red bean pancake

to make myself "busy"

Dar family was "sweet" today

dar's daddy cooked bird nest for themselves and myself too

so sweet of him and the bird nest is sweet too

I was telling myself that i should thank him personally for the bird nest

so before i go home i went up to tell him "thank you"

hehe =p so shy leh

den dar's mummy came back from work

she bought cheesecake from pat pastry

which is the cafe i wanted to visit the most

I was liked suddenly treat his mummy like my own friend

I can just talk to her very naturally and laugh very naturally

I started asking her "isit the one located near vivo"

and our conversation can just go on naturally

that i never realise until her mummy left the room

den i felt that "something" is wrong somewhere

so i asked dar about it

whether he got noticed any wrong just now

YES !

and he actually was shocked by me and his mummy conversation

oopsty !

both of us look at each other and burst into laughter

I was liked super duper embarrassed

when i about to leave and say goodbye to his mummy

my face again turned red because of that paiseh action i did =p

Dar and me had a small bite " chessy chessy curry chicken " in the car

i just love cheese !

dar sent me back home safely =)

my day end with full of happiness and shy-ness

i just simply love my dar dar <3

i just feel so happy and happiness

hope my "naturally" doesnt scare off his family

i am really glad that

i able to click or bond well with his family

i able to fit well into his life and family =)

Written at 9:43:00 PM

Shopping Day with my dar dar

Dar came over to my house to meet me first

bus down to orchard

both of us were super duper hungry

went to taka ngee ann city

wanted to eat sushi tei

but the queue was long

decided to change to another restaurant

so went ion

went to this Japanese restaurant

both of us were the first trip down there

the foods was yummy and delicious

the atmosphere & environment was amazing

the price wise reasonable

service also super good

both of us had a heavy lunch

we actually finish everythings we ordered

Amazing right, dar =)

starting to shop around orchard area

shop from mall to mall

omg !

i got so many things in mind that i wanna to get

so after mst i want to get them home

hahahs =p

den we from orchard walk to plaza sing

den before going back

i went faceshop

at least today i bought something

doesnt waste the whole day

bus home

listening to some songs on the journey back

songs that we find it some meaningful

做你的男人, 另一个天堂, love story ...

especially "做你的男人"

dar loves the lyrics of the song

yay ! i love it too <3>

simply sweet and touching !

Thank dar for accompany me for shopping

hope your legs doesnt hurt that much after a long hour of walk

i just love the accompany of dar <3

I dunno why the time always pass so fast when we were together, so we treasure the time alots when we were together, but it's okay cause we still got lots of time we can spend together, 100 years right !

Written at 12:04:00 AM

Surprise !!!

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Didn't meet dar for the whole day

miss him to the extreme max

promise to talk on the phone at night

expecting for his call just now at 10 plus

waited and waited

yet he nv call me =(

BUT,

awhile later mr chia called

"he asked me to looked up to see the moon."

"i keep telling him i cant see any moon from my window."

"dar, asked me to stand at my window."

"i was liked for what, still cant see the moon."

"den i saw a "big bright moon" below my house."

"shocked"

"surprise"

"shouted at my top of my voice"

I really happy to see him appearing in front of me

didnt expected to see him to come at this hour

Dar bought me my favourite ice-cream =)

really sweet of him <3

Thank you for coming down

Allow me to look at your face before the mid-night fall

althought, really a short while meeting

but i can feel the happiness in the air

Dar, i miss you extreme max <3

Written at 12:28:00 AM

Friday, November 27, 2009

Dar came to fetch me to school in the morning
sorry Dar, had to wait for me again
cause i woke up late again =p
morning traffic was terrible and plus my late-ness
both of us reached sch at 8.50
which mean we both were late for class =p
Dar bought my favourite candy floss for me
sweet-ness <3>

Lesson end till 4.00pm

Dar, siong leng and alice waited for me

hahahs, bu hao yi si har made u guys wait.

the four of us went bugis

siong leng & alice went simlim square to get their adaptor changed

me and dar jiu walk around at bugis junction

bought some finger foods to eat

i want shopping badly =(

after mst i will crazily shop shop shop !

the four of us met back again went to have our dinner

korean cuisine
but the korean restaurant at bugis had already moved out
so decided go to the korean restaurant at the chinatown area
bus down to chinatown
cause at that time
will have problem searching for parking lots and many ERP gantry to pass
my first time going to korean restaurant
great experience !
the foods was yummy but a little spicy =p
happily chatting away
althought, this was just the second time out with alice and siongleng
but i simply love talking, joking and laughing with them
i just felt so comfortable
cause both of them were nice, friendly people =)
Dar sent them back home
den continue the part two of the day
"拍拖"
dar loves this word so much, right ?
dar brought me to changi beach
that night we chatted alots alots alots
we can just comfortably talk anythings
understand each other more and more
bring us closer and closer
around 11 plus,
i felt hungry, craving for chicken wings
dar brought me to Newton for supper
home sweet home
simply love my dar dar <3

Written at 1:46:00 PM

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

I woke up late this morning
rushing here & there
pack everythings and rush out of the house
I always make myself rushing
when i just simply reluctant to get out of the bed
meet dar after class
dar drove today
went for car wash at west coast
den head to gombak for my driving lesson
when time is still early
both of us just sit inside the car
start chatting =p
sweet dar waited me for an hour
i was so depressed about my driving today
dar is by my side console me, giving me lots of confident
simply really sweet of him
actually is a touching thing when someone is waiting for you
i just simply love the accompany of dar
a short time spend with dar today
miss him lots now =(

Written at 6:49:00 PM

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

class today ended 2 plus

while waiting for dar

so went to library with puimin

in the first place wanted to do the revision paper

but end up both of us were chatting happily without doing any work

This time round, naughty dar tricked me again !

SECOND TIME !

next time i shall ignore him with his trick =p

we two always like to bickering our an issue

okay this is already like part our "lifestyle"

stayed up in the library to do our works

den around 7 plus left for dinner

i am craving for cold soba

so sweet dar brought me to raffles city

a japanese restaurant " shimbashi soba "

i can say the cold soba there is really yummy !

five thumbs up =)

we didnt leave straight after dinner

but sitted there happily chatting away

until the feel of "nature call" which bring us away

continue our convensation all the journey back home

throught the talking i realise alot of things

kept between the both of us

again,

stronger & stronger as the days pass

hee =p

Actually I dunno the main reason when you say from the beginning that our journey might be tough, that you want to protect me doubly hard, until today, i got all the answers behind it. To be frank, from the beginning after hearing what you told me, i really dun feel good about it, i really afraid and scare things might turn out the way which i not prepared that to be. I am afraid those things might affect me, which eventually cause misunderstanding. But lucky, I am glad that you been truthful to me for everythings now, which you did by throwing everythings out, not keeping and covering everythings by yourself. I know you are trying yur best to protect me from receiving any hurt, but now, we are as one, shall faced and solved everythings and share the burden together. Today, you did tell me some shocking words which i never ever expected to hear right now, which actually give me lots of & lots of confident and secure, that make me even wants to protect this r/s and you to the extreme last.

p.s: i miss you

Written at 2:45:00 PM

Monday, November 23, 2009

Yesterday went dar's house

A "study" day for both of us

I really cant sit there and draw for too long

I will start moving around, disturb dar dar

both start our own "kbox"

hahahs =)

I really impressed by dar,

he can sit there and finished up his notes without any complained

not like me =x

I finished my ACQ drawings

really tired after drawing

after that head down to jurong point for dinner

den home sweet home

while waiting for the bus

we both start talking about "how the two of us can get together"

its like so amazing "process"

we both were also very amazed by ourselves too

不对劲! 不对劲! 不对劲!

the words which i kept using at that time

only dar will understand =p

we kept thinking back,

everythings are so funny and sweet

Its' part of our sweet memories.

how lucky i can be to have u in my life.

Stronger & stronger as the days pass...

Written at 6:02:00 PM

Saturday, November 21, 2009

I am super lucky today !

No waiting time for bus.

went to dar's house to meet him

bought him lunch & 凉茶, so sweet of me right =x
after dar finish his lunch

off we go, our programme of the day

weather was doubly goody !!!

mrt and bus down,

finally we reached

EAST COAST PARK

i am super duper excited & happy to be there !

rent the bicycles,

off cycle all the way to bedok jetty

Dar favourite "SEA"

the smell of the salty sea =x

hahahs =p

okay den i started to feel hungry

so cycle back to return the bicycles

both our "pi ku" are painful. ouch !

den bus down to tampines one for dinner

have my favourite foods for dinner

yummy ! yummy ! yummy !

mrt back home

i always feel that tampines to lakeside is a very long journey

but today journey home seem to be fast

i just love the accompany of my dar

thank you, dar

despite of having his running tap keep turning on

hehehe =x

tmr, going dar's house to start our study for mst =)

As the days go by,

Our relationship going stronger & stronger

Our heart is beating as one

lets continue to work doubly hard

i am sure, we can !

i really greatful, you are there for me always =)

p.s: i love you, dar

Written at 10:57:00 PM

Class today was early at 8am
having BS "test"
lucky the day before dar got teach me so i got a little basic knowledge
I able to do the paper =)
pmm tutorial was simple so manage to complete it within an hour
class ended, went for photo shoot
is like finally we take our graduate photo shoot
quickly head down to gombak for driving
i manage to drive on the road safety without lots of guide from uncle
the uncle keeps ask me to maintain the speed of 40
is like super duper slow so i love to exceed the limit that was asked
fast fast fast !!!
den the uncle go slow slow slow !!!
i always dun care uncle instruction de lahs, oppsty =p
after head home,
bath and change out to cck to meet dar
dar was super duper good & great
drive & accompany me to kovan
to attend a super duper lame and weird launch event
after that went ion to meet his friend
really feel guilty toward his friend
waited us for so long, SORRY !
Me & dar were super duper hungry
esp me only ate one pie for the whole day
went xin wang for dinner
yay ! finally i ate my favourite cheese !
den home sweet home =)

Dar was not that well
catches a flu
pain to see him so xin ku
hopefully, he can get well tmr morning =)

p.s : 我好幸福哦！I just simply love you <3

Written at 12:44:00 AM

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Finished lesson at 2pm
but dar still have lesson till 4pm
study MBW while waiting for him in the library
等待也是一种幸福 !
my naughty dar tricked me,
yay ! rmb what you did hor !
After that,
date out with my dar dar
went to watch 2012
den we were whispering to each other,
what if this tragedy really happen,
"let go and find that BIG SHIP together"
hahaha =p
the movie was long
about 2hrs plus nearly 3 hrs
we were both shocked when we saw the time
already 9pm after the movie
I was really very hungry at that time
so rush down to Paragon
Ding Tai Feng
had Xiao Long Bao, yam paste bao, la mian for dinner
bloated & full =)
Bus home ~
I just love the accompany of my Dar
happy 1 week =)

I wont care how other people think of me, r/s
I wont care who will actually give us the blessing
I know our journey may be tough for the both of us
Lets hold our hands tightly,
Faced everythings together,
Build our own happiness
I believe in you, myself
I am glad that i found you.
I love you, Dar.

Written at 5:21:00 PM

Monday, November 16, 2009

Happy 21st birthday to
miss cai peishan !!!

Written at 7:16:00 PM

Time passes super duper slow just now =(
Lucky Dar called,
cant meet him, still can hear his voice
i still very happy about it
talked on the phone for 4 hrs 26 min 59 sec
sorry there is no miracle happen.

I just love talking on the phone
We chatted alots alots alots.
Promise that,
Lets forget about the past, starting a fresh.
Lets walk through this tough journey together.
I believe in you, myself.

Written at 1:12:00 AM

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Yesterday meet the girls
ahmin, rachel, yunbi & angeline
to ION to do miss cai's birthday card & present
after that head to peishan's chalet
our dear cai peishan has turned 21st already
wish her good health & lots of happiness !

Dar came over to fetch me
thank you dar for senting my friends to the mrt station
after that we went for our late night dating.
I think i had scared my dar off yesterday
i dunno why !
this is the first time, i cry in front of him
my big tears cant control.
i really very angry with myself yesterday
cause i just felt myself so DEMANDING
I hate myself to be that way !
I am sorry, Dar =(
we went yishun for tauhua & "black jelly" water
after sweet dessert
we decide to go marina barrage for a walk
the night scenery was beautiful
the night was cold & windy
sitted down chat chat, laughing and joking around.
Then Dar sent me back home,
the whole journey back,
actually i was sleeping soundly like pig le
poor Dar, have no one to talk to him =p

Today,
study & doing tutorials
spend time with my family
so cant meet Dar
sadly tmr also cant meet him again
our time-table enable to meet
oh dear =(

p.s: i love my sweet mummy =)

Written at 11:41:00 AM

Saturday, November 14, 2009

I really really really felt very happy.
I loved the times spent together, but time always seem to pass so fast =(
I just hope time can freeze, so we can spend more time together.
I love you, i miss you ~

Yes, I want to shout out loud, to let everyone knows
I am attached to Mr Charles Chia Meng Feng !

Written at 1:27:00 AM

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

What is Happiness ?
Actually i dunno until yesterday 10112009
The day which i will not forget for life
Everything doesnt seem to exist, but only u & me.

I really not a word expressive person
but below are really from the bottom of my heart
I want to let you know,

Thank you for appearing and be part of my life.

Thank for making me a HAPPY GIRL.

Thank for giving me this happiness

Thank you willing to accept who am i
not being a perfect one, with lots of flaw and imperfection
the ugly me, silly, blur, noisy, naughty, bully, EVERYTHINGs !

Thank you for telling me
"you wanna to hold my hands, not letting go of it."

Thank you for telling me
" you want to protect me, take care of me, doesnt want me to get hurt."

I am really glad i have found you
I love listening to your voice
I love your care & concern
I love the way, u hold my hand
I love the huggs
I love the comfort of your shoulder
I love your smile
I love love love almost EVERYTHINGs of you !

I hope i can spend every sec, min, hrs with you
I seriously miss you right now
I love you, piggy honey =)

Written at 8:00:00 PM

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

I am Happy !
I am Happy !
I am Happy !

Just Really Super Duper Happy =)

love, piggy =)

Written at 11:24:00 PM

Monday, November 9, 2009

Written at 5:42:00 PM

Saturday, November 7, 2009

Yesterday was my very first driving lesson,
driving doesn't seem to be that simple, but only for my case lahs
really stress, scary !
I learned clutch, brake and accelator.
i think i have control disabilities,
i just cant control my leg well and i cant manage so many things at one go
i also have "hokkien" disabilities, i just dun understand what my uncle was talking
hahahs =p
but after many rounds of driving, "manage" to get a hang of it.
hope i will do better the next lesson =)
everyone at home was excited to hear my first driving experience,
esp mummy keeps laughing at my silly acts =p

After driving,
went jurong point to meet the girls for dinner
ah min, ah piang and steph
okay, my phone battery death on the way
and the thing is i dunno where to meet them,
except jp and the place was liked so "BIG"
I dun rmb any of their number
I was liked os " what shall i do, how har? "
start to worry, hoping that the battery will revival
I was standing right in middle of the entrance looking around
LUCKY LUCKY LUCKY !
they saw me, hahahs =)
Chatted alots alots alots
and i had made "someone angry with me"
but i really really dun mean it, sorry =(
I know you will forgive me de, YES you will
cause we are sister. hahahs =)

I really think that i seriously need to rmb SOME OF YOU de numbers otherwise nxt time this thing happen again, i will not be that lucky !

Later going to joel's full moon
Lucas is missed by me
i shall see him later =)

Written at 9:46:00 AM

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Blur vision day !
scare me to death =(

Late for lesson total of 1 hr
due to the serious traffic jam at clementi
1.5hrs inside the bus
so i make full use of this time
hahahs =p
SLEEPING SOUNDLY AWAY !
wake up starting of my blur vision, due to contact lens
i just dun really care, dun bother
but after lunch, my contact lens making me so uncomfortable
i cant see thing clearly ! blurry !
so skip the lecture
rush back home to changed into my spectacle
cause in the late afternoon need to go down to ATC for a meeting
Glad discussion was a great one
things are getting hang of it !
30-40% to completion !

yay ! My life-saver of the day
MR CHIA MENG FENG =)

Written at 9:47:00 PM

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

FORGETFUL !
BLUR !
MESSY !

My day can use these words to describe.
cause wake up late again !
my stuffs not yet pack into my bag
so rushing here n there
i just stuff all my things without looking,
den when i reached class,
OH NO ! I den realised,
I FORGET TO BRING MY RIGHT NOTES OUT !
hurried went to photocopy a set before lesson start.
Today, ACQ is really chaotic
drawing drawing drawing
i just cant draw
cant visualise
karen say cause today u forget to bring your secret weapon "protractor
haha =)
yay ! another i forget to get my phone charged last night
again i realised when i reached sch
aiyoo =(
how to stop this blurness !!!
Get back to tutorials and fyp report now =(

DIRECTORS, ALL OF YOU ARE MISSED !
SOH & ALOY FASTER COME BACK PLS !

Written at 8:58:00 PM

Monday, November 2, 2009

FINALLY !
FINALLY !
FINALLY !

I PASSED MY FFT TODAY !
WOOHOO~
SUPER DUPER HAPPY =)
NEXT STEP SHALL START MY DRIVING LESSON LE.
ITS THIS FRIDAY !
MY GRAND-UNCLE IS TEACHING ME
HOPE I WONT GIVE HIM ANY TROUBLE =p
EXCITED BUT SCARE MY BLURNESS WILL REACT DURING THE DRIVING.

To directors: As promised before, when i start learning driving, i must write up the date, time & location ( 6/11, friday, 4pm, bukit gombak ) which i will be learning, SO THAT U ALL can avoided this area, to save your life. OMG! see such a great bunch of people i have known, only know how to pour cold water !

i am happy =)
everything is cleared now !
i got the ans i wish to hear actually
no burden now, relieved
hope u wont tao yan wo !
i want get your forgiveness.
make u so trouble.
sorry ! sorry ! sorry !
sorry ! sorry ! sorry !
sorry ! sorry ! sorry !
hope wont affect anything pls =(
i am such a straight forward person
which i most hate about myself
i should think before i say anything
cause lots of useless thing to happen
how bad & lousy i can be.

Having terrible headache now !

Written at 6:34:00 PM

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Yesterday work for an event
"The Citi Foreign Exchange (FX) Challenge 2009"
at Millenia Walk
my job actually quite simple "Registration"
register the contestant and issue out their password plus ID
keeps repeating the same "instruction" over again & again
from morning 8am till 3pm
so can imagine how dry is my lip
braces keeps rubbering against my lips
ULCER ! UCLER ! ULCER !
and how uncomfortable i am till the end =(
quite enjoy working de =)
den bus home from marina square
was heavily rain plus lightning
the whole sky was so dark when its' just 6pm in the evening
when i stepped out of my lift, i actually scared dao
cause the whole building was so dark !

p.s: To you, i am really happy with the "surprise" ! really warmth my night =)

Written at 11:07:00 AM