Monday, June 29, 2009

First day of sch !
lucky i am not late.
this is a good start of the term
but i think it can last for only one day ba. oops =p
today get back two papers
mbw and contract admin
okay what can i say
for my mbw is predicted to be that lousy result
so i already accepted what result i receive
maybe is a red light for me.
have to buck up for it !
for contract admin, over my expectation actually
hahahs =p happy
but have to continue work hard for next paper too =)

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Get this quiz from pig kor's blog, i being asked to DO :

1) You are friendly or un-friendly people ? Friendly.
2)Whats your real name? Neo Pei Qi
3)What do you think of yourself ? silly, blur blur, happy girl
4)Do you love your life that you are having now ? Maybe not at all. Things around have changed.
5)Are you a female or a male ? Female.
6)Name 10 of your friend:
1. Ah Min
2. Ah Soh
3. Rachel
4. Ah piang
5. Aloy
6. Kohs
7. Shane
8. charles kor
9. Puimin
10. karen
7) what if one day number 1 and 3 fight what will you do ? They wont fight de. I believe as we are sisters =D
8)Have you think of number 4&5 being togather ? hahahs...i nv think of that before. It will be funny if they get together. I am wondering how can two difficult ppl be tgt. oops !
9)Say something about number 2. funny & friendly, sometimes abit nonsense. One of my directors =p
10)Is number 9 a friendly people ? yup friendly =p
11)Will you think number 10 is a attitude person ? hahahs =p she gt her own attitude & style. 12)Do number 6 & 7 know each other ? yuppy ! poly friend same class for 3 years.
13)Who is number 5 ? aloy, one of my director.
14)Do you get along well with number 8 ? of cos ! he is my pig kor kor. oink oink =p
15)What are you doing at 11am today ? LT5A, having break, playing with kohs' camera
16)What do you drink for breakfast today ? erm, two big glass of plain water
17)This june holiday ,who do you spent the most time with? The Neo's family
18)Do you enjoy blogging ? Yes. I love to scribble nonsense in my blog. sometime maybe a place i can write my feeling.
19)What your e-mail address ? dingdang_89@hotmail.com
20) Do you love english or science ? oh no. neither of my choice
21)who do you last talk to when you are in MSN? shane
23)How old are you ? 19 going to 20 in two months times
24)Do you like being a female or a male ? female.
25)What your handphone brand ? LG
26)How many siblings you have ? 2.
27)Do you enjoy going to school ? depend on my mood.
28)Giving you a chance to quit school , will you do that ? of cos no !
29)Do you find your parent reason-able when they scold you ? erm. maybe. otherwise they wont scold me for nothing.
30)Are you that type of person that like to pissed people off ? hahahs =p i dunno how to make ppl pissed but i love to make ppl laugh instead.
31)What are you going to do later ? dinner with family, do MBW tutorials, facebook
32)Do you love holiday? yeappy ! woohoo !
33)Do you love shopping ? yeappy! shopping is my hobby.
34)Whats your favourate colour ? Red.
35)Do you drink coffee ? I hate coffee.
36)You prefer eating spicy or salty food? Both is not my preference. I love sweet stuffs =p
37)Everytime when you on your computer what is the 1st thing will you do ? MSN !
38)what type of music you like? any songs which are niced.
39)If someone call you a Bitch what will you do ? I will not ans cause i have my own name.
40)What will you wan work as when you grown up ? I cant find an answer to this. maybe as the time goes, i will know what i want.
41)Do you belive in true friend ? yes, yuppy =p
42)Have you think of changing school ? of cos no.
43)Will you feel left out with you in class ? I not sure, cause i am less sensitive person.
44)Who do you trust the most? Family & friends.
45)You prefer being in crush or being love by someone? as long as i am with the person i love and we are happy together that enough =D
46)how many family member you prefer with ? I love my famly now.
47)Do you love taking picture ? yes !
48)Will you like to have a pet ? toy poodle
49)Which shopping place you like the most ? everywhere, as long as i enjoy and the ppl i shop with.
50)what time you sleep last night ? i didn't look at the time, cause i am putting on a mask and i just fell asleep aftertat.

Written at 6:21:00 PM

Friday, June 26, 2009

yeappy !!!
woohoo!!!
i gt one pink stitch !
thank yay to mr shane for catching one for me =p

p.s: i am angry with myself =(

Written at 12:07:00 AM

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

ah soh gave me this little card
she drew all my nicknames out
hahahs =p


last minutes decided to meet up
rachel, ah min, ah soh
went JP bakerzin
have "high tea"
yummy ! dessert
love love love <3


p.s: Try to see things on the bright side and you will be happier than ever !

Written at 9:24:00 PM

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Shopping day !
with my sis
went to bugis first
head for lunch at aijisen ramen
actually i want to change my spectacle frame
so we went to different store to see whether my lens able to fit any of the frame
but somehow my lens is too small
so have to change everything including the lens
okay this cause me a bomb man !
my new spectacle cost me 295 bucks
oh dear !
den walk down to suntec city
bought a bag at charles & keith
okay hahahs again money spend !
den went faceshop to buy moisturer & toner
and again money spend !
okay today i spend quite alot
feel abit guilty about it
hahahs =p
but i still love shopping !
okay this few days
keep playing webcam with my cousin brother (大胖) over at malaysia
super funny man !
he always give me those ugly and funny faces
*faint *
hahahs =p
i think he going to kill me if he knows i write about him
sorry 大胖彬 =X


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Monday, June 22, 2009

Directors !!!

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Sunday, June 21, 2009

Happy Papa's day !
to my fatty boom boom daddy
hahahs =p
but we cant really celebrate !
i'm sorry daddy,
but to compensate that i granted his wish
accompany him for cycling and bought durians !
faint ! hahahs =p
althought really paiseh lahs but i enjoy =)
okay today is sunday
our sunday activities always is ah gong's house
but now he had gone
we haven tot of any activities to replace that
and today we went for a short shopping trip
then head to ah gong's house to 上香
happy father's day to you too, my beloved ah gong

Written at 8:08:00 PM

Friday, June 19, 2009

18 June 2009 Thursday

meet out with directors
(ah min, ah soh, ah piang, aloy, ken)
ken driver of the day ! thank yay !
went chinatown for singing
love it very much
sing all my heart out
really enjoy !
i wanted to go sing very long time
my wishes had granted
happy happy happy
sorry peeps i know all your ears suffer
hahahahs =p
after tat head for dinner at tanjong pagar
sakae dinner buffet
*bloated*
really super duper full
as the night is atill young
we decide to find a place to continue our chatting
went west coast macdonald
sit down chat and chat
i think we really too engross into it
we totally forget about time
around 12 plus time to go
den there is a road block
we kena stopped by the traffic polices
hahahahs =p
reason because of more than three ppl at the back seats
diao ! =x
home sweet home =)
p.s: the happiest day i ever had since holidays started




Written at 7:51:00 PM

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Everythings back to normal
our life has to move on
but still find that something is still missing
weird feeling
my heart is empty inside
cant feel anything
hope as time goes will cure everything !



p.s: hoping that you are still there...i miss you

Written at 6:17:00 PM

Monday, June 15, 2009

Funeral total last for seven days
every night rites for him
hope to his peace
gong gong should be in the happy world with mama
looking over at us, protecting us
the last night,
i stay over at the wake
didn't sleep, chatting with my cousins
talking about past
i really glad that we cousins relationship were very close
we play and joke together
love that moment
hope we will always get in touch
yesterday, was the most saddest moment
everyone ( 7 sons, 7 daughter-in-law, 5 daughters, 5 son-n-law, 34 grandchildren, 3 great- grandchildren) were there to sent him off
hire a live band, tradition band, two big head doll, "liang" society plus many of the old friends
when his coffin was lifted up
everyone cried, cried and follow behind the coffin
walk quite a long journey
but the journey seem to be short
memories of him keep flashing out
when we were all at the viewing room
that 2 minutes were the hardest and the crucial moment
my heart really really pain
my tears keep rolling down
his coffin slowly pushes in
everyone was shouting his name
his death quite sudden and fast
but really a peaceful one
he is my respectful and my lovely grandfather
i really admire him for what he had done for everyone in the family
he will always be remember and in my memory
i miss you

Written at 6:46:00 PM

Saturday, June 13, 2009

this is really the last time he with us....

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Tuesday, June 9, 2009

gong gong is gone today at 10.59am
he went to a far away happy world
hope he can find mama in the happy world
i am glad i am by his side at his last breathe
i couldn't react that fast at that moment
i seated by his side
ask him not to be worry, i will be fine
my heart hurt really hurt
my big tears keep rolling down my cheeks
i dun want him see my teary face
but i just i cant controlled my tears ='(

Written at 4:58:00 PM

Monday, June 8, 2009

Left last breathe...
still try hanging on....
my dearest gong gong,
last friday and yesterday i see u still prefectly alright
you still can hold on to my hand tightly and talk to me
but today your illness turn down to bad even worsen
even the doctor say " by this few days...."
you have beaten down by the illness
just now after a call hurried rushing down,
praying hard, hope you will wait till i reach
seeing you lying down, in a coma state
i have reached by your side,
hope that you will know
now you cant hold my hand anymore,
and now is my turn to hold your hand maybe the last time
i still can feel the warmest in you,
hope you can feel i am by your side holding on to you
pls ! try to open your eye to see me the last time
i wan to call you loudly "ah gong"
i know you very xin ku
i see you trying very hard to catch every breathe
really hurtful to see you in this state
i cant help you, helpless me
i only can just stand by your side at your last journey
i afraid to leave...
i afraid you might just leave at any time...
hoping tomorrow morning i still can see you...
praying hard for you ~
controlling my tears, holding them back
but its seem to be hard, my teary eyes
its the hardest words to say " bye bye " .

Written at 11:18:00 PM

Sunday, June 7, 2009

First day of holiday !
meet up with ah min & ah soh
okay went suntec today
purpose not for shopping
just want to buy brownie & doughnut for peishan's housewarming gifts
went to have a drink and some bites
den we talk quite alot today
really nice chatting session
big topic today " future"
hahahs =p
i think this really a "big" word to me
i told them i dunno my future how i want to be ?
actually this question really question me down
cause many ppl asking me
but i just cant answer them
i really dunno how my life would be like after my graduate from poly?
how i want my future to be ???
i just like a nobody standing in the middle of no where
i cant find my way out
i am lost...
this really puzzled me =x
hope as time goes, hoping i may find my answer !

p.s: To my dearest directors,
i am planning for a gathering, pls let me know second weeks on which day u
are available asap so i can make the arrangement soon.




Written at 12:08:00 AM

Friday, June 5, 2009

WooHoo~
woohoo~
I had finished my tests marathon !!!
super duper HAPPY !
maybe this time round my results are not above my expectation
okay this is just the first marathon of the year
i will work doubly hard !!!
OH DEAR !
ITS HOLIDAYS !!!
cool !
but i haven plan how to spend my 3 weeks holidays ???

p.s: Finally i see you,dearest gong gong, holding on your hand really make me feel warm and sweet !
Pls dun let go of your hand so soon.




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Thursday, June 4, 2009

Contract admin paper had just ended !
FINALLY !!!
hahahs =p
lucky the sacrifical of my sleep did pay off
i am happy for what i did
although is not prefectly but i just happy
yawn! i am now too tired actually
i need to get back my sleep before i start my engine again
jia you ! last paper CT tmr !
whoo hoo ~

Written at 2:26:00 PM

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

okay finally three papers have done
left two more papers to go
last two papers are the most crazy paper
have lots of things to be covered
and i haven start anything yet
oh dear ! chiong chiong chiong !!!
today paper building economic
overall i think i did my best, i think i did well
hahahs =p
but there is still some careless here n there
okay i think is my usual style
"CARELESS"
hahahs =D
jia you! jia you !
holidays open its big arm waiting for me !

Written at 6:46:00 PM

Monday, June 1, 2009

MBW paper today
super duper tricky & difficult !
i have fallen into the trap !
kind of disappointed by what i have done
half way thru doing the paper
i stare in the air blankly
cause i dunno what am i doing
whether the way i do is correct or not
cause the paper suddenly seem to be a stranger to me
might i have completed the paper
but somehow
lots of mistakes i have made
really hate my careless mind
like what i always say
" 懂就懂，不懂就不懂 "
and this time round i seem to be
不懂 lahs !
hope the next paper
i will open my big eyes to see clearly
no more careless mistakes to be done
i will do my best too
jia you! Neo Pei Qi =p

p.s: controlling myself not to drop any tears


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