Monday, June 8, 2009

Left last breathe...
still try hanging on....
my dearest gong gong,
last friday and yesterday i see u still prefectly alright
you still can hold on to my hand tightly and talk to me
but today your illness turn down to bad even worsen
even the doctor say " by this few days...."
you have beaten down by the illness
just now after a call hurried rushing down,
praying hard, hope you will wait till i reach
seeing you lying down, in a coma state
i have reached by your side,
hope that you will know
now you cant hold my hand anymore,
and now is my turn to hold your hand maybe the last time
i still can feel the warmest in you,
hope you can feel i am by your side holding on to you
pls ! try to open your eye to see me the last time
i wan to call you loudly "ah gong"
i know you very xin ku
i see you trying very hard to catch every breathe
really hurtful to see you in this state
i cant help you, helpless me
i only can just stand by your side at your last journey
i afraid to leave...
i afraid you might just leave at any time...
hoping tomorrow morning i still can see you...
praying hard for you ~
controlling my tears, holding them back
but its seem to be hard, my teary eyes
its the hardest words to say " bye bye " .

Written at 11:18:00 PM