Friday, July 31, 2009

If right now there's a swing
hoping i can hop onto it
swing as high as i can
which is my happiest moment by then



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Thursday, July 30, 2009

yeappy yeappy yeappy !!!
blogger finally works !!!
these few days, i think blogger dun like me
keep dun allowing me to blog
but today finally they love me again
i able to blog !!!

Yay ! I think i must really admit i am super duper blur & forgetful
i shall name down my blur act that happen this week:
1) i actually so silly that i got burn by joss sticks on monday during the prayer
2) i actually left home without bringing out my ezlink card and happily waiting for bus
3) i didnt realise my hand had a big cut until i feel the pain, i just cant rmb where a got this cut
4) i actually left the class without bringing my cardigan back, and the most funniest thing is i realise when i almost reach home
oh dear ! My blurness really reach the serious stage.
i think my blur & silly act can compile into a book le, lols =)

jialet !
i got no motivation to start my revision for coming tests
i just cant putting myself to sit still to study
i need a big push !




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Monday, July 27, 2009

OOPSTY !!!
I gave school a MISS today !
cause today is ah gong 49 days death offering
everyone was back at the old house
actually yesterday there was a round of prayer
there is a group of shi fu came and did the prayer
hoping ah gong is well in the heaven.

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Saturday, July 25, 2009

STRESS !!!
STRESS !!!
STRESS !!!

I just can feel that my shoulder loads is getting heaviers & heaviers
parcel & parcel of things are coming by at one time
with my little energy,
i dont think i will able to undertake those weight
can someone helps me to lighten them one by one ?

My August schedule:
7/8 GEM Test
12/8 BBT
17/8 IT QS
19/8 Advance Measurement
21/8 Advance const & Quality
25/8 Building Econ
1/9 Contract admin

oh gosh ! oh dear !
i wish i wish i hope i can just DISAPPEAR NOW !
But i know that is impossible !!!
Is just my naive dream.
I just have to stay put and conquer them one by one
gain a victory over !



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Wednesday, July 22, 2009

22 July 2009
is a significant day !
Its the day which
Solar eclipse shrouds Asia in cloak of darkness !
But the sad thing is that i didnt manage to see from my naked eyes
miss this chance ! argh =x

Another thing i & kohs always wonder
why do raining days always fall on wednesday but not the other days
i know there is no answer but just feel why so "coincidence"

yay! Today MBW tutorial is manageable
able to finish quite fast plus understandable
After lesson,
me, kohs & puimin went for lunch
den we came across at food court 2
there were few of the elderly "doing flagday"
i feels really sad & heartbreaking to see that i dont why
maybe i think they are not the one SHOULD be doing this
Is like maybe mentally torture for them to seat there for like few hours
help to raise fund, get some donation
quite tiring for them !
I just dont like to see that ! Hate this =(
I did some donations today, hoping that a little from me might help them alittle
After lunch,
accompany kohs to reformat her lappy
the whole process took about 2 hrs
so in between we "sneak out" to the library to get more books
yay!
cause i keeps thinking that we only able to borrow up to max 4 books only
so when i try to use my card to borrow like about 5 books i was like so amazed
i actually able to do so.
We thought they might something goes wrong
so we went to ask the librarian
to our amazed again that our admin card able is able to borrow up to 15 items
It really a big news for me and actually quite embarrassed
i actually dunno about this when i already study here for almost 3 years
both of us is living in the "BOOK" world
hahahs =p



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Tuesday, July 21, 2009

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Monday, July 20, 2009

Its' a Big Day for the Ooi's family !
Congratulation !!!
my beloved cousin, mummy bing
welcome the arrival of
baby boy lucas
at 7.30am 20 July 2009 !

Written at 9:28:00 PM

Friday, July 17, 2009

I just went to return book "damaged"
which i have already read finish,
but didn't managed to borrow the other series wrote by cathy glass
so sad i hope able to grab all of cathy glass books
but i borrow another book " Nowhere to run" by Judy westwater
it is a story about street kid.
okay maybe after reading i might tell you more about it.

Another thing,
as previous i wrote that today lesson will start early due to there is a teacher sit-in
as request by john chan to reach early
so as a "Good" student today i reach on time
but however is cheated by him that what i can say
waited for at least an hour
then the lesson then commenced
sian right if i know this is his "trick" i will not come so early
but today is rather short
we able to be dismiss at 10:30am
den we are discussing whether to go for gems
final decision we will give it a miss !

p.s: i am restless now, actually i have really no energy to drain off.
maybe of the "red devil" which came to visit me !
hate cramp !

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Thursday, July 16, 2009

Today went to find ahmin before going for lesson
as she has this instax mini 7 & some film left
so two of us took 3 films in total
so cool !!!
memorable, love it very much !
den after hurry rush for class
i was late again !
hahahs =p
half way through lesson John chan came in
saying that tmr lesson start at 8am
hoping that we can turn up for lesson ON TIME !
have to wake up early i not sure i able to do that
okay another thing
jessie tan always like to embarrass me in front of the whole lecture class
aiyo ! dunno wat to say !
have to learn to accept and turn it to a praise instead
to minimise my embarrassment, oops!
i think she knows me too well so love to make fun of me
hahahs =p
next ACQ lesson, ah lek as usual lame
quickly finish our tutorial den hand in and off we go
went to vivo to collect my repair bag at charle & keith
den bought macaron and head back home
bus journey was super duper long
total of 1+ hour
when i get down from bus i was like super dizzy lahs
reach home get change and out for dinner =)

p.s: having stomach cramp, terrible pain =(

Written at 9:38:00 PM

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

This few days i was crazy about reading books
maybe i love reading biography books
Now i am reading this book "Damaged" by Cathy Glass
" A deeply moving story of how one foster carer's profound patience and love unlocked a little girl's darkest, most painful secrets."
After reading half throught the book,
i am already admire Cathy Glass.
I like this quote by her:
" Given terrible start in life shall deserved another chance to begin again."
Everyone shall be given a chance to recevie their happiness.
The world is full of happiness and colours !

p.s: Finally i have news of my "long lost bag" !

Written at 8:44:00 PM

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

I am still wake now as the time now is 12.23am
i just finish the book ( Yakuza Moon ) borrow from ahmin just yesterday !
i have break my record man !
cause i finish reading a book just one day !
Amazing right ! I am shocked by myself too !
shall be in bed now
otherwise i will have problem waking up tmr =)


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Sunday, July 12, 2009

p.s: Wishing a great luck to fall on me ! jia you !

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Saturday, July 11, 2009

meet ah min at JP

as we have a "mission" on hand

hahahs =p

but mostly is did by ah min

cause i am a IT idoit, really not good in IT stuff

actually spend most of my time staring in the air ( 放空）

while doing we chatted alot

ah min can be my advisor le, agree??

yay! she keeps singing 我愛煩惱 to me

today she replace my singing queen place

I think she had inherit my thick skin =x

hahahs =D

no worries is a good qualities okay !

yay! today we ate lots of foods, fattening man =x

but really enjoy eating, 吃是福嘛!

den we went Harris,

as you are wondering, we both are not those reading people yet we went there

but got a section, biography attract us

full of life stories man ! i had been attracted to some of the books

i want to go LIBRARY !!!

p.s: 我要当个没烦恼的人! I am a Happy Girl =)

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Thursday, July 9, 2009

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Sunday, July 5, 2009

"I loves to cut my hair whenever i am vexed and down,
hoping that it may cut all my feelings away. "

I think everyone in the family still cant get over the death of gong gong, including me as well. Maybe this is the greatest impact in my life for now. Still hoping that times may heal the pain.

I hate my life now. Its had changed completely.
can i have a time machine ?
I want to go back to the past.
I want to tune everythings back to what it is.

To be honest,
I am not as happy as previous anymore.
I want to get away from here.


Written at 7:47:00 PM

Friday, July 3, 2009

Can't pull myself out of the bed
haven really waken myself up
but i have to force cause i already very late for lesson
everything are ready
text iris before stepping out
its say next bus 42 mins
oh gosh !
i will be super late today for sure
yay !!! by the time i reach already 9 plus
on the way to class met jessie tan
there she goes " you're late"
but when i step in karen told me that lesson will start at 9:30
den i was like what de....
sian sian sian !!!
getting back building economics paper
my best paper afterall
after building econ lesson, we discuss among ourselve whether to go for gems
decided not to go and so the next class contract admin will not go either
so when to find mr chin to talk about our fyp
den to find soh chun li to get our tutorial
she is good she allow us "skip" her tutorial
but only for the last time =x

p.s: stepping into the silence's world, wish to left alone.



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Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Post ! Post ! Post !

actually i dunno what to blog either.
my thoughts were all tangle in my brains.
what should i start writing first,
erm..mmmm
30 June 2009 tuesday,
there only one lesson for day
which is CT, giving back result
oh gosh !
hate to get back result lahs !
only one word can describe my result "lousy"
okay forget about it.
i gt around 6 hrs before going to JY's birthday
so went chinatown to hunt for this blogshop with miss khoo, shane n puimin
its like treasure hunt man
holding on to instruction route and find our way there
finally, we manage to find the place.
and so coincidence, met DPFM senior Joan over there too hunting for clothes
hahahs =p
after tat head to town
went far east for lunch
kohs left us..
we three have nth to do just shop around
me gt nth in the end
only puimin had a fruitful shopping trip
after a long day, actually my energy level is very low
myself went to meet the aussie's peep at sembawang
took bus to JY birthday destination
left there around nine plus
i am too tired
i really is like dragging myself back home
when reach home i can't rest
cause i still gt tutorial gt to complete first
force myself to open my eyes
uh-ha...
afterall, i still beaten down by my sleep
and i can just fall asleep like that while half way doing my work !
so it is me, pig lor !

1 July 2009
happy sweet 18th birthday to my sis =p
happy birthday to you ~
happy birthday to you ~
happy birthday to you ~

p.s: my laughter had slowly disappear.....



Written at 9:19:00 PM