"I loves to cut my hair whenever i am vexed and down, hoping that it may cut all my feelings away. "
I think everyone in the family still cant get over the death of gong gong, including me as well. Maybe this is the greatest impact in my life for now. Still hoping that times may heal the pain.
I hate my life now. Its had changed completely. can i have a time machine ? I want to go back to the past. I want to tune everythings back to what it is.
To be honest, I am not as happy as previous anymore. I want to get away from here.