Wednesday, December 16, 2009
As the days approach nearer and nearer, the day when you will be leaving me for ten days the first time ever since you leaving me for so long I thought i can escape from this emotion but i just simply cant get away; run awayindeed i am very uneasy state now, I am still trying very hard to control I hate myself from being the way i am nowI know i cant be that selfish to let you worry but sorry today i failed, my mood for the whole day was terribleno matter how hard you try to make me laugh and happy just let me be.i will be alright here ! I want you to enjoy yourself with your family dear, you have to promise me that you really take good care of yourself I will be patiently counting the days for your return. p.s: i love you, dear in the deepest of my heart <3
Written at 7:24:00 PM