[[[*PeiQi[08]Doraemon]]

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Sleep till wake up naturally 10am
what a great day to start my day !
head to sch for a 2hrs Estimating revision
after that meet dar,
accompany me down for my driving lesson
today driving can say got a slightly improve
but still in a very bad state now
That what i can say for my driving skill
Then, decided to dar's house to study
study for CSW
cause there is a test tmr for this module
hopefully i can do the paper tmr
hee =p
study a little of pmm
but cant really absorb much
cause now my brain only got csw information
den at 8pm, left went lot 1 for dinner
den take mrt home sweet home =)

Just now the journey back home,
mixed feeling,
emotionally, yes i am.
first time, when you about to leave
deeply that
i really felt that i dun want to let go your hand
i cant bear to let you go
An hour back just now,
dar were asking one qns which i actually never thought of
to my surprise i actually cant express myself well with words
i stumble all my words
maybe because no one had asked me this qns before
but those words i told you,
i really wanted to tell to the one and only person
which is you, CHIA MENG FONG
cause only dar can give me that happiness
i cant get those happiness from anyone
you are already part of my life
the person whom is very important in my life
the person whom i treasure, precious the most
the person, whom always on my mind
the person, whom i want him to be happy always
the person, whom i even cant afford not to see any single day
but today, i didnt make him happy but angry
and i really really hate myself just now
i always like to utter and blurt out the words that you dislike to hear
which really not my intention at all
i swear, i am not testing you either
i know you are really angry with me
after hearing what you say to me
i am regretting with my stupidest words
i dunno why maybe because
i cant afford to lose you, dar

Written at 10:27:00 PM