[[[*PeiQi[08]Doraemon]]

Sunday, December 6, 2009

Study day for us again !
Dar came over to pick me up
went for lunch at yuhua food centre
had dian sum
super duper full and the foods were yummy !
den head back to dar house
start our revision
this is the first time the both of us so serious
really never disturb and talk to one another
yes ! we manage to finish our target revision for the day
satisfactory !
happy happy happy
informative day !
this is my first time starting to revise module at so advance date
cause i always last minutes study in the past
i had make a slightly improvement
i am happy for myself
but today my teeth acting in pains
super uncomfortable and pain
dar was so worried for me
always making him to worry for me
how bad i can be.

A bad end day for both of us tonight.
somehow my words did hurt a little to dar
i hate myself for not thinking before saying out
i really sorry for what i say
i didnt meant it that way
sometime i think i am too much
i am being so unreasonable
i keep asking, demanding you not to do this, not to do that
hoping you to change for me
yet i never do anything or changes for you
so i wont want you to make any promise for me
you are actually a very prefect one for me
i cant ask you for anything better anymore
i am afraid of sudden cold war
cause i dunno what you are thinking
i was so scare cause i dunno where actually goes wrong
i was like being suspended in the midair
i know you are not in wrong
i dun want you to feel sorry or guilty about it
i dun want you always push everythings to yourself
seeing you so unhappy
really hurtful in me
inside me really in pain
i agreed to what you say
both of us set a very high standad for ourselves
we will like to blame on our own rather than the other party
this maybe is a bad point for both of us
let forget about the unhappiness tonight
dar, i love you.

Written at 12:51:00 AM